Arailiberty

Since the past few days, some threads of my attention had been involved in the listening of inner sounds. This time it is not only a matter of listening to these inner sounds, but also a matter of how I’m generating them. As I want to explore more physically the lights and the manifestation of the objective through photography, I want to explore more subjectively the sounds which are also vibrations. In both cases I want to direct my attention and my perception in certain ways to create different manifestations.

In the first case, it seems to be a reproduction of the outer reality. In the second case, I really have no idea of what I’m going to find.

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This was a weird beginning of the week. Maybe due to the fact that I was going to Spain on Thursday (tomorrow) and that I felt already in holidays… I hadn’t any desire or will to work. I managed to create peaceful activities and stretch my lunch breaks I read some articles about photography, I read manuals and I practiced a lot with my alternates selves all these aspects.

Yesterday, I was told that I had to attend a presentation on Thursday and on Friday… Well I reminded them gently that I would not be able to do so, being in Spain… They seemed surprised and I told her that I had already told that to the big boss a few weeks ago. Something he had conveniently disposed of apparently… It was another peaceful activity and something that helped me end the day earlier today.

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I read an Elias session yesterday. The participant was Daryl (Ashrah), and I loved her session, as I usually do. She always mentions something to do with her health, her body consciousness, her opposition or her acknowledgments, and when I read it it is a reflection of my own questions or my own issues. This time, it was about a lump… and though I don’t remember if she mentioned where it was, I connected it to the lump I have on my back since a few years already, and I connected what Elias said also to my teeth.

With what he said, and how she described her own impressions, I could realize that I was wanting to remove them from my body consciousness. The lump on my back, the lump under my armpit, and even my teeth. For the lumps, it is in alignment with the current belief system of medicine : they are not a normal manifestation of the body and thus should be removed from it. Elias was telling that the method of the removal didn’t really matter as the goal so to speak was to remove the lump. Plastic surgery or energetic surgery, it’s all the same.

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written by araili \\ tags: bodyconsciousness, health, teeth

I don’t know what I am. With this words I express my perception of myself as a thing. Though it is the way I was perceiving myself when I asked it. It is expressing of the separation I’m focusing upon, separation from my self, separation from my body consciousness. It is filtering all these informations and narrow the scope of my perception. It is not narrowing of my beingness though.

Lately I’ve been creating many tensions in my body consciousness and in my psyche. A splendid reflection…

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written by araili \\ tags: consciousness, focus